Why am I losing interest to get a job and to all my desires...

Awakening is a waking state and one doesn't suffer from it.

Awakening is waking you from the sleeping mode and when you are in awakening state, you enjoy whatever is near to you. You love doing work, you love people, you enjoy sharing love because now you can do things with more efficient way, in more awakened way.

When such things take place like losing interest from job, losing interest from relationships, losing interest from people so people consider it spiritual awakening, no it is not. It is just like you are tired and for some moments you have tasted detachment.

I caught my husband of 20 years looking at inappropriate pics of women on TikTok or Instagram. I'm not sure., but when I told him he got mad and made excuses of why they popped up. I then told him how I've snuck on his phone and saw what he's been looking at . We had a horrible big fight. I asked him why did he even marry me when I see the type he likes . Nothing like me, I'm petite, blonde and blue eyes. These women are dark haired dark eyed and have curvy bodies, large breasts, etc. I just don't feel the same about him after this. I can't get over this

When you get detached then yes it's the sprout for your spiritual journey.

Why am I losing interest to get a job and to all my desires because of this spiritual awakening? How do I get through life because of it?

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